Begin Friendship

One of reasons why I made this blog is for getting new friends. I want to know people who haves same interest as me. But...there's a problem. I don't know what thing makes you, Amazing People, like don't see me ;___; is it true? Or maybe I'm too childish to be your friends? Because my blog design isn't good enough? I have to show my real picture? I believe the biggest reason is because my English is bad, I'll change it as soon as possible! I promise! Human's ability to learn a language increasingly will motivated itself.

So, to any visitors, you're allowed to give comments on postings above :) follow my blog? It's up to you, as long as you know, you aren't obligated to. Perhaps this will help you:

- I'm dying without art, I can draw more than 5 times in a day :3
- Ask me about cool manga and anime!
- I love mystery, horror, a bit military, and action movies.
- Pop, rock, and electronic songs <3
- I have 3 cats at home, what about you?

Just tell me what's your hobby, asl (age/sex/location) aren't needed so much, real picture neither.
Let me know you, and we will begin our friendship!

PS: Don't worry,  I don't bite :D

Busy Week

Next week will be a busy week!
You know students are talking about it all days, why do they must do their homeworks.
There are Microsoft Power Point task, school magazine's deadline; interviews, covers, comics, focuses, also preparing exams, drama, and live! Oh my gosh, may be I can't write new postings on this blog again T___T
Be patient students, your way still too long.

Where Good People Always Win The Battle

 After waiting for 2 weeks, finally tomorrow I'll watch Harry Potter!
I didn't know the cinema wasn't crowded before I went there by myself. Grrr... emotionally I waited and waited...so long... A half of my classmates are going to go with me, I hope we'll get adjacent seats on cinema.

Well, I've homeworks I must done right now.

Perhaps the movie could heal my stress and bring me into its fantasy world.

A world where good people always win the battle.

If I Were a Girl? I'm a Girl

Fashionably-minded girls already spread in this place!
They're talking about shopping everyday! I don't know where is it from, media sold consumptive behaviors to these poor children. Wake up girls! Do I need a Gong to wake you up?

A world OUT there, where your brain, girls, even don't know that world is exist, there are hundreds people,  thinking what will they eat tomorrow! They need money, not use it to buy unimportant stuffs like yours, girls, they need it to stay alive.

Perhaps girls weren't interested on it? Ooh girls must be stylish isn't? Boys like girls who wear blue jeans, feminine shirts, cute ribbons... Then I will never be both :B
I dislike when you, you, you and you underestimate me because that. Everyone have something special, if they think they don't need else, stop criticized her. Or do you think I must wear new clothe every time I finished a bath? I'm not Richie Rich!

Don't watch that teens movie too often, it's free to you, but I suggest, try watch actions, wars, or biographies. It's time to change your statements, your principle into a big one. World doesn't want humans destroy him. Inspiring stories will make you better than before. Keep motivated, keep changed!

 

1. Eksis 2.Gaul 3.God

Kayaknya anak muda jaman sekarang tipikal banget ya? Sampe-sampe aku yang nggak kayak mereka dibilang orang aneh.

Aku nggak ngerti ngapain mereka niru-niru orang lain sampe ngorbanin jati diri mereka yang asli? Kalo nggak gini nanti gitu, kalo nggak gitu nanti gini. Takut amat jadi beda (-___-)a
Masalahnya ada di rasa kepingin eksisnya mereka itu. Katanya kalo nggak pacaran nggak gaul dong, kalo nggak setiap hari misuh kurang asyik dong, kalo nggak dikenal semua kakak kelas-adek kelas-guru-cleaning service-bu kantin-tukang parkir di sekolah nggak eksis dong. Jadi mereka berlomba-lomba "cari perhatian".

Mereka lupa apa yang sebenarnya dibutuhin untuk temenan, yaitu hati bukan fisik ^___^  *tepuk tangan*
Secuantik apapun orangnya tapi kalo nyebai ya tetep dibicarain di belakang, nggak ada gunanya tuh eksis.
Didahuluin pribadinya, nggak eksis nggak masalah. Tapi alo bisa dua-duanya jalan, top banget! :D

Sayangnya aku nggak eksis tapi juga nggak baik hati, sudah takdir...

Eksis bukan segalanya, orang-orang nggak bisa terpaksa untuk mengenal seseorang.
Untuk jadi eksis alasannya harus cool, kayak gitu kan enak didenger :))

Burn It To The Ground!

Someday I want sing LOUDLY! FREELY! I will not allow any critics, any comments, anything!


As you know songs are arranged poetic words. As you know songs are crazy melodies. As you know songs are life, love. Then if I cannot control my power I used to sing, so what?


This world isn't your own. If something goes wrong it's normal :D Right turns wrong is never ending cycles ruling our life. The one cannot do wrong is God, and unfortunately I'm not God. Mistakes are my little buddies, apologizes are my parents.

We're going 'til the world stops turning

While we burn it to the ground tonight

So could I burn it to the ground?
When someone's trying to judge us as he wants, scream!
Human rights is ON! Will always ON!

Mow Said

In my religion, we will live again after we dead.
Human will raised up from their graves.

Then, when someone criticized my appearance, or I criticized it by myself, Mow Said

"In the next world, there's no difference between tall and short, beauty and ugly, famous and unknown, rich and poor, fashionable and plebeian, you and them. What God sees' your heart, what did you do, what did you say, what did you see, what did you hear."

I felt she always knows what answer I wanted to hear :')


  

The Mount is Keep BOOMING!

Yesterday, Mount Merapi erupted again!

And Wedhus Gembel went on 20 kilometers radius, so people who thought they were save before, became victims. Television said there was a village that couldn't be evacuated until now because its condition problem. Many people died and injured :'( 50 percents of their bodies were burned. Like other victims did, they were taken to Sardjito General Hospital and doctors handled them. Total of casualties were about 200, and refugees is now up to 100 thousand residents.

Donations are running as it must be. I think the biggest loss were houses those attacked by ashes and broken. President stays in here and giving support, reporters shoots every inches of town, I cries.

God, we don't know your big plan, but it's so sad seeing them run, chased by mount's clouds.
God, I don't think you aren't fair or cruel, but it's so sad seeing them cry, feared by volcanic ashes.
God, you always give us the best. Even with sadness, unfairness, cruelness, and death. 

(A picture of a car here:)

Good luck volunteers! We beg on you!

Poor Kitties :`(

YESTERDAY

I saw a woman grabbed a kitty on its tail! D:
( It was depressing experience for me who loves cuties...)
I would scream but Mow stopped me, she told the woman to give that kitty to her.
Well, about 3 minutes later I could made her 'calm'.

Then, unpredictably I found other kitty! They were sisters!
Both were innocent and weak :(
I putted them into a warm cage, gave food and water.
I cried a little, I laughed a little, because they were too little :'|
...
I couldn't sitting all day in front of cage!
I did usual activities without thinking of them (I lie)
I fell slept, zzzz....
I knew that night was so cold.

AT THE MORNING

I asked Mow how was their condition.
Something shocked was, Daw had threw them out last night! D':
Although I understood how Daw cared about animals, and would never hurt them.
*sighs*
I even didn't take any pictures of poor kitties who will be living in wild.

I love those kitties,
I don't hate Mow or Daw,
I just sometimes kick myself.

Be happy, you can feel life, feel love, feel everything that can be stopped anytime God wants.
Be happy, poor kitties :`)